I won't let you choke. On the noose around your neck!

"Love always comes with pain, it's only hard to tell the difference between the two"

You need to get rid of this hold he has on you.

Why?

Because it's wrong  for someone to have that much influence over you. You could destroy everything you've worked for everything you've always wanted since the day I met you. For one person who really doesn't see you as anyone special. You're just another task for him. To give him some sort of feeling of moral high ground. He's selfish and you are no different from anyone else he's helped , anyone else who claims to loves him. Just as much as you say you do. If anything your less than them, cause they've known him a lot longer than you have.Just wake up and look at it for one moment. He doesn't give a damn about you!

So. I'd rather through everything I have away for him Just to see him smile , To see him happy is like every Christmas and birthday I have ever had in one moment. I excepted a long time ago that I mean less than nothing to him because. He's brought me through some of my darkest days and  for that I owe him my life. And nothing you, him or anyone else for that matter can change that.

I like book quotes their fun!!!!

He he My drama works
It fits the time limit and we have music
Finally something goes right.
I'm happy it means all we need now is clothes.
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My dads being annoying so I've got to go cause he keeps saying I'm typing to loud.
It's his own fault he's in a mood cause he went on a 100 mile cycle yesterday, Then went to work today.
Silly man .

Anyway
Good-night!!!!!!!!!!!
XXXXXX