Hope is what holds us, when everything else shoots us down!

The school can go to hell!
and everyone who works for the school can go do each other down a dark hole and take all their exams and letters with them.
Drama was really depressing.
 It was all.

He told me he loved me
Don't you just still want to go hug them,
It could have been worse I lost my virginity to him

Not a mental image I wanted. Not a talk I wanted to listen to either.
But I couldn't leave so I just sat there like an idiot.

My nanna has a job helping as a vet.lol
Shes allergic to fur and feathers and she doesn't like snakes.
Someone tell me her point please?

Elin singing in my head.
Owww!
I need paracetamol.

I'm fed up of hurt now
Try telling god that
Do you think hes going to give a damn.
We get what we deserve.
Mine was just a long time in coming!

Haha.

Hope your happy kid!
God knows you deserve it.

' Happiness is something you need to grasp in two hands, before it's to late . So just go for it. Sing it. Be it. Live it.You are it'



Did you think it didn't hurt me?

Or that I wanted to feel like this?
Cause damn it girl I didn't .
Damn it girl I didn't!
I cared for you when no-one else would.
I didn't want what happened to me
To kill you.


I wanted to keep you away from all that.
But I could see it from the start.

That you were going looking for trouble.
And I was getting in your way.
Like I always did every day.


Did you think I wouldn't see the scars?
You wore upon your arm.


You showed everyone else.
But me.


Where you embarrassed or scared?
You knew I’d never agree
So you didn’t tell me the truth.
That all you wanted was the instant attention that your blood could give you.
You wanted him to notice you the way I never could.


Maybe I should be happy I inspired
Your web of lies.


You were going looking for trouble.
And I was getting in your way.
Sorry I got in your way
Like I always did every day.
Did you think I wouldn't see the scars?
You wore upon your arm.


My only smile in watching you fall
Was knowing that it did nothing for you at all.
He threw all your lies.
How did that feel?
To know that someone else knew you were unreal.


So show off the scars upon your arms.
And hope someone will fall for your charms.
Where you embarrassed or scared?
You knew I’d never agree
So you didn’t tell me the truth.
That all you wanted was the instant attention that your blood could give you.
You wanted him to notice you the way I never could.


So show off the scars upon your arms
Show off the scars that made you what you are.
Just show off your scars
Show off your scars.


XXX