Choke me in shallow water before I get to deep!

RELIENT K -"Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"




I talk to absolutely no one.

Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.


And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.


This is no place to try and live my life.


Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I like that song so anyway blogging.

My head hurts. I've taken about 6 paracetamols and it's still not working.
If anything it's worse.
And yet I'm also in a wired sentimental type mood!
Last time I was like this it took a week for me to snap out of it.
So sorry if I go wired on people in the next few days.
Then again this could be a good thing. You never know!

The first thing I thought was not porn , It was pamphlets. Yes English has finally gotten to me.

I think you should have a medal.
You say your selfish and I won't argue with you cause I'm not a mind reader and only you know what goes on in your own head.
But even if you are you still need a medal.
I'd get you one if I had the money or had the artistic ability to make one out of silver foil that may look anything near a medal.
Cause you should have one just for dealing with everyone + your own life+ the trees.

So yes by the end of the week there's a good chance everyone who has a blog will have something like that posted about them. I won't but names though because I'm wired like that. But you'll be able to guess anyway so it won't matter.

Laughs so sorry about that. 
Anyway
Have a good weekend
XX
hugs