The heart I inked upon my hand .
Is the only heart I seem to have
That isn't broken in two.

My tulips are turning into white rose buds !!!

So hey
Today was interesting .
I guess
I managed to finsh all my course work !!!!!
ummmmmmmmmmh as you can see I don't have much to write
Btw Hannah, Danny proved my point .

Quotes now from the radio that im listening to as I write .

Marina And The Diamonds -I Am Not A Robot { I don't really like the song but i like the lyrics}


It’s okay to say you’ve got a weak spot
You don’t always have to be on top
Better to be hated than love, love, loved for what you’re not

You’re vulnerable, you’re vulnerable
You are not a robot
You’re loveable, so loveable
But you’re just troubled

Guess what? I’m not a robot, a robot
Guess what? I’m not a robot, a robot

You’ve been hanging with the unloved kids
Who you never really liked and you never trusted
But you are so magnetic, you pick up all the pins
Never committing to anything
You don’t pick up the phone when it ring, ring, rings
Don’t be so pathetic, just open up and sing

I’m vulnerable, I’m vulnerable
I am not a robot
You’re loveable, so loveable
But you’re just troubled

Paramore-Pressure

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again

Cause I fear I might break
and I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty.

If you truly cared you'd set me free
Or let me into your arms and hold me
Because I really need you to see me for what I real feel
Or I need you to hurt me
Untill the pain is unreal
I need you to break me or love me
Kill me or kiss me
Protect me for ever or never see me again .


Well there we go then ppl
ly
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Hi pobl
Well I had a day off school today to go to Llandudno Whoo
Not that it was that fun as it was mostly children singing which was cute but also rather off key { Not that I can talk } And after a while it gets really boring .

Also their is something a bit disturbing about my nanna having a picture of Enrique Iglesias on her fridge.

Laughs! My cousin is in the paper asking for money to go dancing . It has not gone down well with my family as they say it's begging for money . I agree !

So anyway .....

bye bye ppl
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Evanescence - My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

Light up your face with gladness. Hide every trace of sadness!

hey there
Don't really know what to blog because everything seems to be going pear shaped .
And yet it's not that intresting .
In fact its really boring . I did nothing over the weekend because i'm a very sad person with no life .
Also i think i failed a geography test today and I have so much coursework to do im swiming in it .
But I geuss thats life as they say whoever they are .

Quotes now .

" Set me alight I want to feel your pain .
Burn me tonight because I wont die in vain .
Now I know you hate me I have nothing left to live for .
Now I know you don't love me I have something to die for ."


Lol !!!!!!!!

Bye bye then ppl
XX

Pendulum - Watercolor

When I'm falling down,
Will you pick me up again,
When I'm too far gone,
Dead in the eyes of my friends.

Will you take me out of here,
When I'm staring down the barrell,
When I'm blinded by the lights,
When I cannot see your face.

Take me out of here! x4

All I believe and all I've known,
Are being taken from me, I can't get home,
Lead to a world where worlds collide,
Let the fear collapse with no surprise.

Take me out of here!

Feed the fire,
Break your vision,
Throw your fists,
Come with me! x4

Just stay where you are,
Let your fears subside,
Just stay where you are,
If there's nothing to hide!

Feed the fire,
Break your vision,
Throw your fists,
Come with me! x5

It's me again

Well ysgol today .
I'd like to thank Bronwen , Elin and Siwan .Although you won't read this and you may not even know what you did But I'm saying Thank you anyway.
Quotes now .

You're the monster under the bed
That comes creeping up on me
You're the shadow in the night light ,and the reason I can't sleep .
You're my taunter in the darkness
The one that holds the gun
You're my insanity under the bed covers
And the reason I'll never win .


Yes I know you lied
Because you don't care how many times I cry .




I wrote those in R.E i knew it was good for something.
lol!!
have a good night

Quote

Here comes my pain again
Because I know that you've left me alone.
And look here come my tears again
Because I know I want something more .
Sometimes I wish you saw all the pain you cause.
And sometimes I just wish you saw me
crying in the dark .

Hey hope you all had a good Easter and had lots of chocolate !



" And although she knew that everyone would judge her for what she was about to do .
She also realised that it didn't really matter any more .
Because no-one needed her like this and no-one could help her any more .
And so she did what she thought was wrong . What everyone thinks is wrong . Just to silence the things which had tormented her for so long , and as she did she laughed and let it all over come her and over take her .
And in that one moment and for the rest of eternity she was finally and forever free . "

Yes I know its a bit crap . But there we go

Bye bye then ppl !

Does the sinner always envy the saint

Hey pobl
Im not ill anymore so im aloud back on the internet by my family !
Im also procrastinating big time . Laughs . The wikipedia version of procrastination:

Procrastination refers to the counterproductive deferment of actions or tasks to a later time. Psychologists often cite such behavior as a mechanism for coping with the anxiety associated with starting or completing any task or decision. There are three criteria for a behavior to be classified as procrastination: it must be counterproductive, needless, and delaying.

Procrastination may result in stress, a sense of guilt and crisis, severe loss of personal productivity, as well as societal disapproval for not meeting responsibilities or commitments. These feelings combined may promote further procrastination. While it is regarded as normal for people to procrastinate to some degree, it becomes a problem when it impedes normal functioning. Chronic procrastination may be a sign of an underlying psychological disorder


It sounds like me .
Mostly cause I do feel bad cause all I need to do is go visit my great nanna .
But I really don't want to go .
I don't like facing her anymore and pretending everythings fine when it's not .
It hurts me to even look at her now and that really stupid of me cause she is a kind person .
I'm a really bad person sometimes .
Well bye bye s
Hope you enjoy your Easter