Shiver - Coldplay

So I look in your direction

But you pay me no attention, do you?
I know you don't listen to me
'Cause you say you see straight through me, don't you?

But on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waitin' in line, just to see if you care

Oh…
Did you want me to change?
But I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…

Don't you shiver
Shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you

So you know how much I need you
But you never even see me, do you?
And is this my final chance of getting you?

And on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care, if you care

Oh…
Did you want me to change?
Well I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…

Don't you shiver
Don't you shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waitin' for you

Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you, for you
I will always be waiting…

And it's you I see but you don't see me
And it's you I hear so loud and so clear
I sing it loud and clear
And I'll always be waiting for you

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention
And you know how much I need you
But you never even see me





Cause I like this song!!!!
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I'm back !!!!!

I'm back.......... as you may have guessed.
So my holiday was like any other holiday really.
Only this time I have ABBA stuck in my head and I no the song list to their greatest hits album.
and on Friday my mum took me to see Westlife.
My mum was scary there.

Ohh ye and there where these 3 horses in he field about a mile off my caravan site.
Luna, Patch,and Butters.
Luna and Patch were Butter's mum and dad.
Luna was awsome.

And that's about it really


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'Do you Feel' - The Rocket Summer

I'm thinking about other things I heard about today

All this week and tomorrow
And how these hands can create some better things for bettering
but you see for now I got my own things
I can't help it
I got too many issues I own
So I cannot help I'm afraid, yeah
But keep on preaching, preaching and heal the world
Lip service makes us look great

Do you feel
The weight of the world singing sorrow
Or to you is it just not real
Cause you got your own things
Yeah we all have our things I guess

I guess my mind wanders off
from time to time
Sometimes I convince myself
that all is fine in the world
It's not mine
Why should I
have to try
to fix things I didn't create or contrive

Do you feel
The weight of the world singing sorrow
Or to you is it just not real
Cause you got your own things
Yeah we all have so many things

Have the habits
Had you
Has it been for long
Can you feel the souls behind what's going on

Do you feel
The weight of the world singing sorrow
Or to you is it just not real
Cause you got your own things
Yeah we all have our things

Do you feel
The weight of the world singing sorrow
Or to you is it just not real
Cause you got your things
Yeah we all so many things
And I can't get past these things

Ohhh

I am going on Holiday for the week. Doubt I will blog while I'm there cause chances are I wont have any signal cause I'm family like holidaying in the middle of no where.
If anyone needs me text me  and if you do text me I will reply at some point.

Yesterday I went bowling with my uncle his girlfriend Nikki, my mum, dad and brother.
My uncle will have to come again cause he beat my dad at bowling.
Then we somehow got my dad on the dance mat. Lol!
It was very funny  But I couldn't take a picture cause the light was rubbish.=(

My dads gone on his cycling on his push bike for a few miles. So he is going to be really grumpy in the car the whole way to our holiday.

So yes I shall most likely blog on  Saturday night or Sunday if not.
Wish me luck!!!!
See ya.
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 One of the songs my dad and brother danced to last night.

Goodbye Mr A - The Hoosiers

There’s a hole in your logic,

You who know all the answers, (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
You claim science ain’t magic, (Oo-oo-oo-oo)
And expect me to buy it


Goodbye Mr. A,
You promised you would love us, but you knew too much,
Goodbye Mr. A,
You had all the answers but no human touch,
Your life is subtraction,
Your number is up,
Your love is a fraction,
It’s not adding up.


So busy showing me where I’m wrong,
You forgot to switch your feelings on, (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
So, so superior, are you not,
You love a little bit but you forgot


Goodbye Mr. A,
You promised you would love us, but you knew too much,
Goodbye Mr. A,
You had all the answers but no human touch,
Your life is subtraction,
Your number is up,
Your love is a fraction,
It’s not adding up.

You brought it all back. Each dark thing I've done.

Tonight I held hands with fear.
Kissed the one who pulls the trigger .
You think I'm brave, you say I'm strong.
How I wish you weren't so wrong.

Hold me closer,
sweet surrender.
Help me be what I am not.
I cannot trust like I did before.
Be to me how you said you would be.
I need to move on

Speak the words left unspoken.
I'm shit scared of her.


I'm going on holiday soon
At least it will be quiet.


I'm sorry I couldn't talk to you.
I guess it's too soon.
To tell you all that I want without space in between.
I thought I could tell you what made me who I am.
Guess I still can't let you in.
I'm sorry that I lied to you again.


 Coldplay -Talk

Oh brother I can't, I can't get through

I've been trying hard to reach you, cause I don't know what to do
Oh brother I can't believe it's true
I'm so scared about the future and I wanna talk to you
Oh I wanna talk to you

You can take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done


Are you lost or incomplete?
Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece?
Tell me how do you feel?
Well I feel like they're talking in a language I don't speak
And they're talking it to me


So you take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or a write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done
Do something that's never been done


So you don't know were you're going, and you wanna talk
And you feel like you're going where you've been before
You tell anyone who'll listen but you feel ignored
Nothing's really making any sense at all
Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk
Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk


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I just cried at a story......................
Now I feel wired
: (

Nothing left to say, I need you.

I've noticed that the lyrics of this song Link to ppl so I'm going to make different colours different ppl cause I can.





Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)


White just applies to lots of ppl though.



Why trust?
Why ask why trust?
cause trust sucks you trust someone. You let them in, you let them know stuff
So they hurt you and tell everyone every single thing you told them.
So then for a while you stop.
Only to start the whole thing again .
So why the hell do we do it again.
Why am I doing it again?
Cause I trust you won' t hurt me.
But why would I trust that  in the first place.
cause I'm need someone who knows about my shit and not judge me and it don't matter that your gonna hurt me cause I'm human.

She made me burn and that's not right.
Why'd she do that.

None of this makes sense.

Night
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Humans are vulnerable because they're capable of being hurt.

I did sod all today.
Cause I sorted out what I needed too.
I think it worked.
Only time will tell.
 Kate said it worked for a very different reason in fact she said it hasn't worked at all.
But I don't care much at this point.
I will later cause I will question myself .
Oh well.

I'm gonna go get Ice cream.




I'm not insane
and I'm not in love.
I just miss you too much.

And I'm ill again.
Stupid life!!!!!!!!

And my dads come home from work as moody as hell
Bugger!






Tommy Samuels

A million love songs later, and here I am trying to tell you that I care.

 I spent the past 2 days cleaning the Beavers cupboard at the Scout hut. It took forever to clean the damn thing.
We found  letters from 1984!!!!!

My minds been going like a train for days.
I can't sit still for more than 5 minutes.
It's really annoying  Can't think of anything. Without going back to the start all over again.

But when I got home I thought of something.
Which meant I went back to get the stuff I needed that we don't have at home.
Not saying it will work but it did last time. This needs to be on a bigger scale.
 But it will help.
I need it to help me to help him.
Tonights the night I shall except it all.
and tomoz I will go out and sort the other part for the healing.
It should help. I hope it helps.
Anyway...
That's it really
XXX
Ohh
And thanks Hannah you helped me sort out some stuff.


Take that- A million love songs
( I've had it on all day)

Oh yeah

Oh yeah

Put your head against my life
What do you hear?
A million words just trying to make
The love song of the year


Close your eyes but don't forget
What you have heard
A man who's trying to say three words
The words that make me scared


A million love songs later
Here i am trying to tell you that i care
Million love songs later
Here i am here i am
Million love songs later
Here i am


Looking to the future now
This is what i see
A million chances pass me by
A million chances to hold you


Take me back take me back
To where i used to be
And hide away from all my truth
Through the light i see


A million love songs later
And here i am trying to tell you that i care
Million love songs later

Worlds shall touch and live as one. Or they may explode.

We shall walk together again like the sunlight takes the moon.
The sun of more importance than the moon.
Relays on the only the sun to light it for its job.
The two shall always be together but apart for ever.
But the moon won't ever let the sun go.
Because the moon values the sun to much,is to grateful for it's warm, tender light.
The caring it does not deserve, to do a job it doesn't really need to do.
Therefore the moon always needs the sun;
and I will always need you.

Alone we walk as one.
2005.


Yesterday I had to go to the duck race in Nant Mill to do a stall with my mum.
It was a laugh me and her trying to put up the gazibo!!!!!
It was a long day though cause we got there at 8:30am and didnt leave till 5:00pm.
But god nows how long the ppl from the hog roast had been there cause they were there and had set up all there stall by the time we got there : (
We made 100£ though so we should be okay.

I've got to go and help clean out the Beavers closet.
If I don't come back I'm stuck in Narnia.
Or I'm dead under the crap thats in there.

So yes anyway.
Hope your all having a good life.
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I just murdered a Dolphin!!!

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: (


An inflatable one!

My brother won't stop going on about the hammer and pillow fight!
He keeps hitting me on the head with the blow up hammer.
I blame Hannah.

Yet I'm building Lego for him cause he can't do it himself.
LOL!!!!
And the P on my laptop wont work and I have to hit it to get the damn letter.


The killers-Tanqulize


Silently reflection turns my world to stone
patiently correction leaves us all alone.

Gtg anyway Got to go build more Lego stuff!!!

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Me and Hannah RAWR AT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Hey.
It was my dads birthday yesterday.
He gets worse every year.
Hehe.
I have nothing to blog about so ye.......
Bye!!

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Soppy,young, romantic fool.
Love and loss has tainted you.
Sleep with the guy if he feeds you a line.
Kiss the girl but your wasting your time.

Roses and violets always die out.
But forgiveness for you are three words, placed right.
Keep going back ,but never ask why?
It never works out cause they'll always lie.

Tell me you love her.
I'd laugh in your face.
Do you know why you do this in the first place?
Say that your burned by shadows of the past.
But we both know why it never lasts.

Coedpoeth gossip.

Theres been a lot of activity on my street recently.

On Saturday the armed police were walking up  and down our street and there were two either end of the street.
Turns out at about lunch they raided on of the houses on our street.
The only problem was he was working in the post office so we told them where he was and they went to the post office and arrested him.
No ones to sure why.
Most are saying drugs.
Anyhow he was out next day.

On Monday the extension on the hose next to us was on fire.
Turns out the guy who owns it had left the chip pan on and fallen asleep.
There was smoke coming out his roof tiles.
After that the fire brigade came and an ambulance.
His extension is gutted and that part of the street smells of smoke.

So with that and the Ecclestons bakery closing which means we lose a big bakery and the shop.

We have had a very interesting week.

=)

Affirmation lyrics-Savage Garden


I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone


I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye


I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires


I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye


I believe forgiveness is the key to your own happiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity


I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

In my dreams you whisper softly. The words you won't say out loud.

You know how this begun.
You know how this will end.
But until then we can fill in the time.
I'll colour your space,
and you colour mine.


My mums gonna kill my dad soon I can see it coming.
At least the house will be quieter!!

I cleaned my room today, and sorted all my stuff.
So it looks better but it isn't ready yet.

I've got to go out on a family dinner tomoz.
My dads side of the family.
Me and my cousin have decided to go get pissed in the woods behind the place though.
So hopefully it won't be too bad.

So yep thats it really.
Miss you all
I'm fed up with my family.
=(

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