I had such a great time today and i would like to thank you all it was the best laugh I have had in what feels like forever .
I got pissed last night which was great in its own way . "In my tree away from the world with a bottle of wine Im the holder of all life and all homes . Dont cry for me for I am never truly alone . In a world full of cold I live for your warmth."
And today was really fun .
I had a great time even though my mum almost killed me when i got home cause i couldn't eat my tea . The ice cream was nicer than my tea anyway { NOM Ben and Jerrys }
I also had fun at the bandstand which my mum shall never know about .
Looking back though mabye sitting in the middle of a roundabout wasnt the safest thing to do but hey-ho we only live once .
Also the photos from today are epic .
I have sorted out my clothes for tomoz .
Lol I am happy not even my dad can upset me .
Thank you pobol.
p.s I can not study for the cemeg test any more I dont get half of it anyway . So my plan is to just make it up and go for it and then i shall just get the mark i deserve .
Good night ppl .
I love you all .
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Sunday, 28 February 2010
Saturday, 27 February 2010
Radio as i write
This may be a long post cause im listening to the radio and im going to post the lyrics I like as i write so yes .
JLS ONE SHOT
"You only get one shot so make it count
You might never get this moment again
The clock is ticking down, it's the final round
So tell me what it is that's stopping you now
You never know unless you try
You'll only regret sitting wondering why
You only get one shot so watch this moment go by "
"Im happy not like yesterday but still .
And anyway my plan is that i am going to try and be happier this may mean that i will have to spend everyday of my life with a cat but o well .
Leona Lewis I got you
A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you
Just get on the phone
I got you
Come and pick you up if I have to
What’s weird about it
Is we’re right at the end
And mad about it
Just figured it out in my head
I’m proud to say
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye
I’ll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alrigh
tAnd when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
I got you
Ain’t falling a part, or bitter
Let’s be bigger than that and remember
The cooling outdoor when you’re all alone
We’ll go on surviving
No drama, no need for a show
Just wanna say
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye
I’ll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worseI got you
Go ahead and say goodbye (go ahead)
I’ll be alright (say goodbye)
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright"
Today I went shopping with my mum and bought stuff
Shock horror
Its not normal for me to be buying stuff and I dont like shopping . But I thought you no what why not go out with my mum . It wont kill me .
And You no i had a good laugh . And it made me sad to realise that i can hurt her all the time with the stuff i do and say . But she still loves me and we can still laugh and be mother and daughter . And do all that stuff that other ppl do and not think about any of that other stuff .
I saw Bethan,Cari and Catrin in KFC . And i when a bit hyper on the free Brownies , chocolate , and fudge at the welsh market. I also meet the mayor . I didnt no he would be that old .
Also the mayor managed to judge the pork sausage contest and advertise a hog roast outside the Veggie fayre stall . lol epic fail
I had a great nights sleep last night I thank the cat and Evan for making me laugh .
Im going to go and get ready for a family party WHOO
Its my auntys 50 th so i shall have to sit with my cousin and her Jay look-a-like boyfriend and listen to the gay bash for a while and then i shall go and sit by my uncles girlfriend Nikki for a while and i shall drink and it wont matter cause I shall recover by 8 tomorow morning Thankyou dad for giving me the power to drink loads and recover quickly .
Every teenagers dream .
Have a nice night .
I love you !!!
JLS ONE SHOT
"You only get one shot so make it count
You might never get this moment again
The clock is ticking down, it's the final round
So tell me what it is that's stopping you now
You never know unless you try
You'll only regret sitting wondering why
You only get one shot so watch this moment go by "
"Im happy not like yesterday but still .
And anyway my plan is that i am going to try and be happier this may mean that i will have to spend everyday of my life with a cat but o well .
Leona Lewis I got you
A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you
Just get on the phone
I got you
Come and pick you up if I have to
What’s weird about it
Is we’re right at the end
And mad about it
Just figured it out in my head
I’m proud to say
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye
I’ll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alrigh
tAnd when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
I got you
Ain’t falling a part, or bitter
Let’s be bigger than that and remember
The cooling outdoor when you’re all alone
We’ll go on surviving
No drama, no need for a show
Just wanna say
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye
I’ll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worseI got you
Go ahead and say goodbye (go ahead)
I’ll be alright (say goodbye)
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright"
Today I went shopping with my mum and bought stuff
Shock horror
Its not normal for me to be buying stuff and I dont like shopping . But I thought you no what why not go out with my mum . It wont kill me .
And You no i had a good laugh . And it made me sad to realise that i can hurt her all the time with the stuff i do and say . But she still loves me and we can still laugh and be mother and daughter . And do all that stuff that other ppl do and not think about any of that other stuff .
I saw Bethan,Cari and Catrin in KFC . And i when a bit hyper on the free Brownies , chocolate , and fudge at the welsh market. I also meet the mayor . I didnt no he would be that old .
Also the mayor managed to judge the pork sausage contest and advertise a hog roast outside the Veggie fayre stall . lol epic fail
I had a great nights sleep last night I thank the cat and Evan for making me laugh .
Im going to go and get ready for a family party WHOO
Its my auntys 50 th so i shall have to sit with my cousin and her Jay look-a-like boyfriend and listen to the gay bash for a while and then i shall go and sit by my uncles girlfriend Nikki for a while and i shall drink and it wont matter cause I shall recover by 8 tomorow morning Thankyou dad for giving me the power to drink loads and recover quickly .
Every teenagers dream .
Have a nice night .
I love you !!!
Friday, 26 February 2010
Catz
I dont no why i got so happy after seeing that cat . It was a nice cat but i dont see why it made me so happy . I guess you never no what can make you happy or sad. I see at about 4 cats every day but i dont get eally happy off then . In the same way i see my dad everyday but it's only sometimes he makes me sad .
We never no whats going to happen in life thats why we shouldnt make promises we cant keep even if it upsets the ppl we love the most .
So anyway I went to school today and had a good laugh . I should see cats more often .
I was dreading drama but I had a great time acting it was fun .
I also went to see my Beaver kids . All 12 of them it was fun cause we where speaking Welsh for Dewi sant day . Im the only leader that can speak welsh so i was having a load of private talks with the kids it was great fun .
And now i am at home and happy happy HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have a great weekend ppl !!!!
We never no whats going to happen in life thats why we shouldnt make promises we cant keep even if it upsets the ppl we love the most .
So anyway I went to school today and had a good laugh . I should see cats more often .
I was dreading drama but I had a great time acting it was fun .
I also went to see my Beaver kids . All 12 of them it was fun cause we where speaking Welsh for Dewi sant day . Im the only leader that can speak welsh so i was having a load of private talks with the kids it was great fun .
And now i am at home and happy happy HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have a great weekend ppl !!!!
Thursday, 25 February 2010
Why do we like to hurt others so much ?
I ask the question because
Did anyone note that when we were writing that who owns what percentage of the cornel .
That it was really bitchy .
I mean it was okay for us cause it was fun .
But what about the ones who where really low on the list . It's like saying their not that important .
Bethan may have over reacted a bit . But she had a point it wasn't fair to her that and it wasn't fair on Michael cause it doesn't matter what we think of him . It wasn't fair that he was last and if we had thought about it we could have at least put him joint last or something . it was like saying he doesn't have any good things to bring to the group .
And it was written more or less how i thought it would go anyway with Dafydd at the top and all .
So why did we have to do it and make a big deal out of it and working it all out, when we already know where we are in the cornel anyway .
It's like writing who we like and dislike most on a bit of paper.
It was us writing our social class down and we where saying some people are poor and others rich without looking at everyones opinion .
Well untill tomoz bye-bye
I am 1 stone skin and organs
and 8 stone chocolate .
The best part of me is the part I love you with .
The worst part of me is the part that eats its own body mass in ice cream when you leave .
Did anyone note that when we were writing that who owns what percentage of the cornel .
That it was really bitchy .
I mean it was okay for us cause it was fun .
But what about the ones who where really low on the list . It's like saying their not that important .
Bethan may have over reacted a bit . But she had a point it wasn't fair to her that and it wasn't fair on Michael cause it doesn't matter what we think of him . It wasn't fair that he was last and if we had thought about it we could have at least put him joint last or something . it was like saying he doesn't have any good things to bring to the group .
And it was written more or less how i thought it would go anyway with Dafydd at the top and all .
So why did we have to do it and make a big deal out of it and working it all out, when we already know where we are in the cornel anyway .
It's like writing who we like and dislike most on a bit of paper.
It was us writing our social class down and we where saying some people are poor and others rich without looking at everyones opinion .
Well untill tomoz bye-bye
I am 1 stone skin and organs
and 8 stone chocolate .
The best part of me is the part I love you with .
The worst part of me is the part that eats its own body mass in ice cream when you leave .
Wednesday, 24 February 2010
This may not make sense
I've turned into something I hoped i'd never be .
And although it's been happening for a while it's took me till yesterday to realize it .
And now I don't think I can go back .
And I don't think I want to go back either
It's painful and it hurts and it means I cry more. {If that's possible}
But it's also nice it's that one part of me where I can get away from everything and it's only about twice a week that I get to feel truly free and happy and like i'm special .
Like i'm the only one that matters and no-one can take that away from me .
But when it ends it just hurts more cause ppl can take that feeling away from me .
They don't mean to and they can't help it that's just the way life is . It feels really crappy when you realize your not special and that's why i hoped I wouldn't end up like this cause I've watched other ppl fall for this and i watch ppl every day who are the same but would never no it cause they don't watch themselves and they will never really know that they have changed .
I really don't like this feeling cause I know it's wrong and most of the time I feel really down .
But it's the nice feeling that I don't want to let go of cause I haven't felt that way for ages .
Well thats the end of my whine . lol
Hve a good day ppl
And although it's been happening for a while it's took me till yesterday to realize it .
And now I don't think I can go back .
And I don't think I want to go back either
It's painful and it hurts and it means I cry more. {If that's possible}
But it's also nice it's that one part of me where I can get away from everything and it's only about twice a week that I get to feel truly free and happy and like i'm special .
Like i'm the only one that matters and no-one can take that away from me .
But when it ends it just hurts more cause ppl can take that feeling away from me .
They don't mean to and they can't help it that's just the way life is . It feels really crappy when you realize your not special and that's why i hoped I wouldn't end up like this cause I've watched other ppl fall for this and i watch ppl every day who are the same but would never no it cause they don't watch themselves and they will never really know that they have changed .
I really don't like this feeling cause I know it's wrong and most of the time I feel really down .
But it's the nice feeling that I don't want to let go of cause I haven't felt that way for ages .
Well thats the end of my whine . lol
Hve a good day ppl
Tuesday, 23 February 2010
Thinking
Well as you guessed im thinking and writing and for my first thought I would like to point out .
Im racist Yes I except that . Turns out I am a daddys girl at heart.
But in that R.E lesson I would like to point out that laughing at christians is also offensive.
And that laughing at having sex in a church is also racist .
I am a christian and so is most of my family and I get all the flaws . But it is still making fun of a religion .
Also if I hear the name Logan Lerman again I am going to hurt someone .
I am listening to Michael Bublé
Is it sad that I know all the words ?
I am also watching Supernanny
Are most kids like that these days?
I mean OMG .I would never do that to my family . I never have either .
I mean who hits their parents like every day . I've only ever hit my dad once and I wasn't aloud Tv or the internet for 2 weeks . I was only aloud my phone for school and I spent every night for a week in my room .
Well now I have got that out the way I would like to say
goodnight to you all
xx
Im racist Yes I except that . Turns out I am a daddys girl at heart.
But in that R.E lesson I would like to point out that laughing at christians is also offensive.
And that laughing at having sex in a church is also racist .
I am a christian and so is most of my family and I get all the flaws . But it is still making fun of a religion .
Also if I hear the name Logan Lerman again I am going to hurt someone .
I am listening to Michael Bublé
Is it sad that I know all the words ?
I am also watching Supernanny
Are most kids like that these days?
I mean OMG .I would never do that to my family . I never have either .
I mean who hits their parents like every day . I've only ever hit my dad once and I wasn't aloud Tv or the internet for 2 weeks . I was only aloud my phone for school and I spent every night for a week in my room .
Well now I have got that out the way I would like to say
goodnight to you all
xx
Sunday, 21 February 2010
21
School tomorrow sad face
But at least I get to see my friend's again . I missed you all !!
Today I am flying through clouds of my own pain .
The flying's nice but the pain is epic
I haven't been able to think stright all day .
This is stupid I feel so guilty
There are children starving to death and im sitting here complaining.
I am really selfish .
Well Im going to go complain to myself rather than bore you all to death
Bye bye
But at least I get to see my friend's again . I missed you all !!
Today I am flying through clouds of my own pain .
The flying's nice but the pain is epic
I haven't been able to think stright all day .
This is stupid I feel so guilty
There are children starving to death and im sitting here complaining.
I am really selfish .
Well Im going to go complain to myself rather than bore you all to death
Bye bye
Friday, 19 February 2010
Look I don't have to make a new blog all the time !
There we go are you all happy now ?
Soooo anyway
I had a great night last night it was great everyone in The golden pathway annual was great . The show was amazing and all the actors/ actresses where great !!!
I would tell you all to go watch it but it's finished so your loss.
The guy who played George was really good as was the person who played Mr Vadia !
Today I went to get stabbed a coupleof times by my local doctor so my arm looks like a pin cushion { lol }
went out as a family which wasn't to bad cause my dad was in a good mood for once .
Then I went to see my dad's family which was a good laugh .
And now I am at home laughing at my brother do his geography project . I could help him a bit but it's meant to be his own work . I didn't get help on mine so why should he ?
Byebye people
Hope you all have a good day and a great weekend !!!
Soooo anyway
I had a great night last night it was great everyone in The golden pathway annual was great . The show was amazing and all the actors/ actresses where great !!!
I would tell you all to go watch it but it's finished so your loss.
The guy who played George was really good as was the person who played Mr Vadia !
Today I went to get stabbed a coupleof times by my local doctor so my arm looks like a pin cushion { lol }
went out as a family which wasn't to bad cause my dad was in a good mood for once .
Then I went to see my dad's family which was a good laugh .
And now I am at home laughing at my brother do his geography project . I could help him a bit but it's meant to be his own work . I didn't get help on mine so why should he ?
Byebye people
Hope you all have a good day and a great weekend !!!
Thursday, 18 February 2010
Snow !!!!!!
Hey ppl
I'm happy and as you guessed it It's snowing
Whooop!!!!
Also to my cousin who says it's stupid that I make a new blog each time I post it's cause I'm bored and that's fun .
But just for him I shall stick to this blog for now .
I'M EXCITED
and I shall post more tomoz
HEHE!!!
I'm happy and as you guessed it It's snowing
Whooop!!!!
Also to my cousin who says it's stupid that I make a new blog each time I post it's cause I'm bored and that's fun .
But just for him I shall stick to this blog for now .
I'M EXCITED
and I shall post more tomoz
HEHE!!!
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