Monday, 28 January 2013

The things that run through ones mind.

Do you ever catch yourself thinking what if?
I have, I think everyone does even people who say they don't believe in regret or feel that they regret nothing.
Surly you regret somethings, I do. I don't dwell on them too much but they do catch me out. When a song comes on that reminds you of someone. Or when you lie in bed at night and think, I wish I had said that.
Regreting something makes us human and means that if the same thing happens in the future we can stop making the same mistake twice.
My regret right now. Buying soup. I thought ohh yum soup if I buy it from here I won't have to buy it form college and its cheaper oh great.
There was a reason it was cheaper. It tastes like soil.
and now I no not to waste a pound on it again. (Though god know what I will do with half a cup of cold soup now)
I also really want pizza because the 'lovely' people at youtube played me an advert for Dominos. I have had Dominos once in my life  so I don't want one of those in particular. I just want a pizza.
With extra cheese
yum


Heres an extract from a song that creates so many thoughts and memories good and bad everytime I hear it.

Tell me everything - Just Surrender

So white out the memories

of each sarcastic shot you took at me
With your hurtful tones and biting melodies

Just one more outburst
and I'm leaving you like you left me one year ago
and I know that this could never be an apology from you

A meaning buried
under shuttered breathing
Its taking too long for me to spit it out

Tell me everything will be alright
Close your eyes and dream of me tonight
Tell me that you won't just fade away
Cross my heart and hope to die tonight I'll dream my pain away

I'll let the lack of words speak for me
the way I am I can't express or understand
I'll take the time now to make you see (you see)

Tell me everything will be alright
Close your eyes and dream of me tonight
Tell me that you won't just fade away
Cross my heart and hope to die tonight I'll dream my pain away

I see through your lies, they're bleeding from your eyes.



Wednesday, 16 January 2013

Not ,much to report

Happy new year
It's a bit late but anyway.
Its parents evening tonight, yay!
How much trouble can I get in in the space of half an hour. Its like a game show.
Sitting there hoping to god that some things don't come up like say not bothering or late homework and of course the phrase uttered in very parents evening and report I have ever been too.
She is very quiet in class
Urgh wish me luck.
or at least pray for snow =)