your love is my drug

Why??
It's been one of those days today me thinks..... You know your day ain't gonna have a great day when the bus that should take 15 minuates takes an hour to get you to school, and as if to make matters worse my ipod died 15 minuates into the journey.
But hey-ho I got to school learned nothing
Then had to go extra early to Beavers..... I did get to walk home in the dark though which I enjoyed even if the hill hates me.
I sang at the top of my voice the whole way down the road so if it rains I did it.

anyway....  random parts of songs... the parts i sang the loudest.

Love story - Taylor Swift


But you were everything to me

I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel

This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes.


Deny thy father and refuse thy name. lol.



Rocket to the moon - On a lonely night.

 You said you could fly
But you never need to
Cause with us you never tried too hard
And you never will

On a lonely night you will see
You're everything to me (you got everything)
On a lonely night oh the truth is
Every night is lonely without you
Every night is lonely without you here

I wish I could lie
And just tell you I'm fine
You wouldn't believe me if you tried
If I listen to our song I'll be up all night


On a lonely night you will see
You're everything to me (you got everything)
On a lonely night oh the truth is
Every night is lonely without you
Every night is lonely without you here

It's been forever, but lately it's been hard
Like when we took your parent's car
And drove forever in the dark
I'd give it all away if I could I see you
Once again and have a summer love
Growing close and never go

On a lonely night you will see
You're everything to me (you got everything)
On a lonely night oh the truth is
Every night is lonely without you
Every night is lonely without you here








Anyway good day all.
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Settled down with a book. Searching bus timetables.
Damn I am in need of a social life.

Hey there...
I really don't have much to blog about.
Other than I look wired and sound funny too.
you can see a little bit of the chains.... but they are gold.... and look nothing like a bike chain.
I ain't sure whether I'm sad bout that or not...
anyway ... I aint got much too say ummmm.....
i have yogurt for breakfast............. my mum had to mush the lumps out of soup for me...................... I have mash for tea...... I never want to see mash ever again.
All food looks and tastes like someone has chewed it and spat it back up for me.
and and and ...........damn i need to get a life.
I think i may be going insane...........insaner!!

Happiness it hurts

Rawr
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.
 
So whats the time mister wolf
time for me to say a prayer before you eat me up.
But at least if you kill me let me have my last breath
Let me tell her that I'm sorry I broke a promise to her and myself.

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Begw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had a welsh dream last night it's official school is getting to me.
and media, media sucks I have done almost nothing coursework wise and yet it feels like I've done loads. I think that's mostly cause media is so boring. Today's lesson was alright but I'm not sure of the amount of actual work i got done.

Going home on the bus was rather cool to. I sat on the bus and realised I'm excited.
And cause I was in a good mood I was able to keep up a conversation.

Anyway time to write something  decent in my blog for the first time in a while.....
It's not that I want my mum to read it .... it's just that I don't really care cause even if I don't write. It's still in my mind anyway.

I saw her in your eyes,who you've become.
Your own worst nightmare come alive.
I've held your hand too many times to give you compassion's drug.
Your eyes they bleed each time you look.
But I won't say a prayer.
That you don't deserve to have against your name.

Reading it back that ain't nothing of meaning really Oh well!!!
Night
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Guess what I blogged !!!!!!!!

Rawr!!!!!!!!!
I look like a lion.....silly wind.

Im excited and happy and I feel wired.....but it's good wired.
It's like first ever scoop of ice cream wired
im happy yet part of me wants to get a big stick and hit someone with it..........
it's amazing when someone tells you something and u get a stream of memories like a mad attack of things u thought u'd forgotten.
anyway
have a nice day
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Vanessa Carlton- A thousand miles

Making my way downtown

Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!