Saturday, 30 October 2010

So here's your holiday. Enjoy it this time you gave it all away. It was mine!!

James 1:13
 Let no man say when he is tempted, I am tempted of God: for God cannot be tempted with evil, neither tempteth he any man.



It's almost Halloween!!!!!
Not that it's my favorite holiday but at least I get to eat the leftover sweets!!!!!!!!





Tuesday, 26 October 2010

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Blind will bleed the blind
When the only thing to see is their lies
Let not the sun go down
On the wrath of this inconvenient truth




Fightstar- floods.


She made you drown in that smile.
If only for a while.
Did you think you could hide,
From the dark inside?
I can cut you down to size.
If you need me again.


Starlight train- A smile will make you cave








Downpour on my soul


Splashing in the ocean, I'm losing control
Dark sky all around
I can't feel my feet touching the ground


Calm the storms that drench my eyes
Dry the streams still flowing
Cast down all the waves of sin
And guilt that overthrow me


Lift me up - when I'm falling
Lift me up - I'm weak and I'm dying
Lift me up - I need you to hold me
Lift me up - Keep me from drowning again




Jars of clay- flood


Drinkin what I made again.
It tastes like the darkness.
like your soul.
But sweeter and a damn site more secure.
Hold on to the light but you can't really see.
Whats always right in front.
Of your big brown eyes.

Yes I got caught.
In the floods of your eyes.
But everyone else did to.
Wish I was smarter cause now it's harder too escape.
The floods of your deep chocolate pools.

I need to get out of your ever long gaze before it's too late.
( It was too late the day I let go)

You made me let you in with those big brown eyes.
Stuck in my soul like a sin.

Lairs of sin- Big brown eyes.



Stuff I heard today

Meh

Yesterday I came back off holiday to give you an idea of it all


It rained.

Tuesday, 19 October 2010

Remember children Jesus loves you.

I haven't really been on blog for a while cause there has been nothing much to report.

Had an AGM on Monday
Which is basically an Assembly where all the parents and different leaders and the kids all turn up Then all 3 scouting groups take part (Beavers,Cubs and Scouts) Then the main Leader tells the parents what goes on in the comity. Then they all go get cake and a cup of tea.
The cake and the tea being the only reason most of the parents turn up.
It was painful
First Jeni gave me he job of doing the register and trying to make the parents pay they're money.
Only most of the parents that needed to pay went out of there way to avoid me and she left me nothing to mark the register and nothing to put the money in once I got it.
and all the parents seem to have a really annoying habit of all turning up at the same time.
Then Jeni started messing around with face paint when we needed to be in the other room for the AGM.
The I got given the job of sorting out which kids get to give Donna flowers (cause Donna left at Christmas due to illness and isn't coming back) But I had to do this while I was reading out my part of the AGM.
The they brought out the cake and biscuits and the room was vibrating it was so loud.
Then Donna tried to talk to me which was just wired and awkward.

And today was school which was really boring and I'm now at the point were I 've stopped taking it all in. I need my holiday and I'm really tired which is just annoying cause by the time I wake up it's half way through the day.
And we had an R.S test today and chances are I have failed.
But I really don't see how it's going to help me.
Then again Welsh poetry seems to be most of the same thoughts.
When in later life am I going to need a poem about a fox or the homeless or a factory closing!

That my people is what is called a rant.

I shall say Goodnight now
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Friday, 15 October 2010

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One year
Since your holy land came to pass.
Knew you wouldn't last
But I still hoped anyway.
One year
Do you see me?
Eyes of black
One year
Is nothing but fast.
Tears breed seas and burn through rivers.
The ones left below are never the winners.

One year

It's been a long fortnight.
and a really long week.
and an extremely long day.
I need my holiday soon.

Tuesday, 12 October 2010

Out of some sentimental gain I wanted you to feel my pain, but it came back return to sender.

You knew when I was wrong

You knew that I’m deranged
I can see that you’re uneasy and its not gonna change
And no matter how far
Wherever you


Wherever you go I’m callin
Even when you’re breaking my heart
Wherever you go I’m crawlin
Even when we’re falling
Even when we’re falling apart
Yeah looks like were fallin apart

All American rejects-Fallin apart



I've had some really deep conversations today.
Especially with Bronwen which surprised me cause I wasn't expecting it.
and it was nice
Mostly cause she let me tell her a load of stuff but I didn't have to go into detail cause she never made me, and because I told her stuff from months back that ,yes I should have said to the people that had upset/annoyed me at the time. But it was still really awesome.
And cause she told me some of the stuff I wanted to hear even though most of it was a lie.
It didn't matter cause she had tried to make me feel better and it worked.
and while she did all this she still showed me that some of the stuff I'd done was wrong and the immaturity I had shown.

In lighter news 
My welsh teacher told tales on my welsh class again Only this time she snitched to the head of our key stage rather than the head of welsh.
So we got 15 minutes of Eleri Lewis going on about the school results.
Wow it was boring.
and ABCH was just funny.
No tutor and a free lesson always good.




Robbie Williams-Eternity

Close your eyes so you don't fear them

They don't need to see you cry
I can't promise I will heal you
But if you want to I will try


I'll sing this somber serenade
The past is done
We've been betrayed
It's true
Someone said the truth will out
I believe without a doubt, in you


You were there for summer dreaming
And you gave me what I need
And I hope you find your freedom
For eternity...
For eternity


Yesterday when you were walking
We talked about your mum and dad
What they did that made you happy
What they did that made you sad
We sat and watched the sun go down
Picked a star before we lost the moon
Youth is wasted on the young
Before you know it's come and gone to soon


You were there for summer dreaming
And you gave me what I need
And I hope you find your freedom
For eternity...
For eternity


For eternity
I'll sing this somber serenade
The past is done
We've been betrayed
It's true
Youth is wasted on the young
Before you know it's come and gone to soon


You were there for summer dreaming
And you are a friend indeed
And I hope you find your freedom
For eternity


You were there for summer dreaming
And you are a friend indeed
And I know you'll find your freedom
Eventually
For eternity
For eternity

 
 

Wednesday, 6 October 2010

rawr

The first song that came up when I typed in 'songs' on the internet

Kiss the girl-Disneys the little mermaid


Sebastien:(spoken)

Eef you want somet'in done, you gotta do eet yoaself
Percussion,
Strings,
Winds,
Words


There you see her
Sitting there across the way
She don't got a lot to say,
But there's something about her.
And you don't know why,
But you're dying to try
You wanna,
Kiss the girl
Yes, you want her
Look at her you know you do
Possible she wants you too,
there is one way to ask her.
It don't take a word,
Not a single word, go on and
Kiss the Girl (sing wit' me now)


Frogs & Sebastien:
Sha la la la la la
My oh my
Look like the boy too shy
He ain't gonna kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
Ain't that sad
Ain't it a shame, too bad
You're gonna miss the girl,


(dialogue)
Sebastien:
Now's your moment
(ya ya)
Floating in a blue lagoon
(ya ya ya)
Boy you better do it soon
No time will be better
(ya ya ya ya ya)
She don't say a word
And she won't say a word until you, kiss the girl


Sha la la la la la
Don't be scared
You've got the mood prepared
Go on and kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
Don't stop now
Don't try to hide it how, you wanna
Kiss the girl (woah-woah!)
Sha la la la la la
Float along, and listen to the song
The song say, kiss the girl
Sha la la la la
The music play
Do what the music says
You gotta, kiss the girl

Monday, 4 October 2010

Hang myself again , may be this time I can feel.

My heads inside the rope again.
I'm eager to fall down.
Brought it all on myself again.
Some things just never change.


I did it again.
I always do it.
Inevitable,karma whatever you want to call it .
Either way I did it again.

That shall be all. Then......
Night
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