Saturday, 12 May 2012

It takes more strength to cry, admit defeat.

You think that I can't live without your love
You'll see,
You think I can't go on another day.
You think I have nothing
Without you by my side,
You'll see
Somehow, some way

You think that I can never laugh again
You'll see,
You think that you destroyed my faith in love.
You think after all you've done
I'll never find my way back home,
You'll see
Somehow, someday

All by myself
I don't need anyone at all
I know I'll survive
I know I'll stay alive,
All on my own
I don't need anyone this time
It will be mine
No one can take it from me
You'll see

You think that you are strong, but you are weak
You'll see,
It takes more strength to cry, admit defeat.
I have truth on my side,
You only have deceit
You'll see, somehow, someday

All by myself
I don't need anyone at all
I know I'll survive
I know I'll stay alive,
I'll stand on my own
I won't need anyone this time
It will be mine
No one can take it from me
You'll see

You'll see, you'll see
You'll see - Madonna (though I prefered the Susan Boyle version)

Monday, 7 May 2012

Just a quick one

You make me wonder, do I have a beginning or an end.
To see your face, I'd say it makes me smile for awhile.
But would that be a lie?
Am I confused or just bemused
Are you just a beautiful lie?

Taking a pill for the thrill,
of seeing your face on a cloudy day.
Am I really okay, or am I lying to you.
You will never get to know again.

Midnight moon- just a beautiful lie

Saturday, 5 May 2012

Just awesomeness

Just a really epic song

Bat for lashes-siren song

'Til the siren come calling, calling
It's driving me evil, evil.
Momma was a heartbreaker
Loved you the same way I do.
But I've got so much wickedness and sin.


And the stars are exploding the lights
It won't be long until you'll be mine
No, it won't be long 'til you break
It won't be long until you break
It won't be long until you leave
cause I'm evil, evil...

Tuesday, 1 May 2012

Stuck in my head -A montage of green day-ness

Green day- 409 In Your Coffeemaker

I sit in the state of a daydream
With all of your words flying over my head
Even more time gets wasted
In a daze

Maybe I'm just too damn lazy
Or maybe I was just brainwashed to think that way
And all of your time gets wasted
In my daze

And I'm looking back now
At where I have gone wrong
And why I could not seem to get along
My interests are longing
To break from these chains
These chains that control
My future's aim...


Green day-Don't Leave Me
I'll go for miles
Till I find you
You say you want to leave me
But you can't choose
I've gone thru pain
Every day and night
I feel my mind is going insane
Something I can't fight

Don't leave me
Don't leave me

A blank expression
Covering your face
I'm looking for directions
For out of this place
I start to wonder
If you'll come back
I feel the rain storming after thunder
I can't hold back

Don't leave me

 
Green day-I Was There
Looking back upon my life
And the places that I've been
Pictures, faces, girls I've loved
I try to remember when
Faded memories on the wall
Some names I have forgotten
But each one is a memory I
Look back on so often.

I look into the past
I want to make it last
I was there

Green day- 80
My mental stability reaches its bitter end
And all my senses are coming unglued
Is there any cure for this disease someone called love
Not as long as there are girls like you

Everything she does questions my mental health
It makes me lose control
I wanna hurt myself

If anyone can hear me slap some sense into me
But you turn your head and I end up talking to myself
Anxiety has got me strung out and frustrated
So I loose my head or I bang it up against the wall

Sometimes I wonder if I should be left alone
And lock myself up in a padded room
I'd sit and spew my guts out to the open air
No one wants to hear a drunken fool

Everything she does questions my mental health
It makes me lose control
I just can't trust myself