You're staring into space, and every inch of silence.

It's my nannas birthday tomorrow.
It is wired that I've got to sit through 2 birthdays in 2 days .
Both with different meanings behind them.
One is just grief and memories I'd rather forget.
The second is just the sound knowledge that another year older is just another year closer to their death. In which ever way the world decides to take her.

I miss you kid.
Sorry but I do.
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Anyway ............
My dad leaves in 3 days!!!!
Mwhahaha.

Kiss her quickly .
No need for a goodbye.
Don't spare a thought for the tears she will cry.
Wait along the mountain side , and say your gonna be alright.
Tie the rope and hold it tight.
Cause you you weren't going home that night.

Would you still say you loved me like you used to back then?
Would I still dream of you like I have to every night?
Would I still need you like I need you now?

Unanswered questions better left unsaid to a mind that dances with the dead.

She'll spend every birthday.
Wishing you were near.
Every anniversary will leave her in tears.
She'll wait along the mountain side ,wishing that you were alright.
She'll look at the sun and hold herself tight.
Cause you never went home that night.

Would you still say you loved me like you used to back then?

Would I still dream of you like I have to every night?
Would I still need you like I need you now?

Unanswered questions better left unsaid to a mind that dances with the dead.

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