We're smiling but we're close to tears.

Saturday was rubbish.
I had a pope party to go to.
20 questions on different popes....I was rubbish at it.
I got 3 out of all of the questions we played.
The only person worse at this game was my dad who got 0 right.
Haha!
If I hear the word pope again I will scream.

Today was wired.
It was nostalgic.
I walked the whole of Coedpoeth cause I didn't feel like going home.

It's strange how powerful memories can be.
How much they can influence what I do now and at the same time how much I never learn from them.
It's sad really but there we go.

Everyone lies.
We've all done it ...
But I feel really bad about this time.
Even though at the time I thought it was okay it didn't seem like that big a lie.
Now I know it was a mistake cause I feel bad.
I'm not sure which is worse...
The fact that I lied about something small that was really wrong.
or the fact that its back fired on me cause now I wish I had told you the truth.

Silly me.
XX
Nights to you all.