Falling beyond the point of no return. Nothing to become and nothing left to burn.

I hadn't looked at my phone since lunch time,until I wrote my last blog.
Not that it matters just thought I'd say.


Gary Numan-one perfect lie

One

One perfect lie


Was it told too soon
And one
one perfect lie
Turned to stone
Cold mercy

I kneel down by your grave
I kneel down torn and guilty

Did I let you down
Say goodbye too soon
And did you understand
My mistake
Forgive me


I kneel down by your side
I kneel down scared and helpless


One perfect lie
Wrapped in kindness and tears
I wish I believed in your Heaven


One perfect lie
Led by blind faith and trust
If God has a heart He will find you


Torn and guilty
Torn and guilty
Torn and guilty
I'm torn and guilty

It's getting dark in here - Elton John

It's getting dark in here

Don't want to leave
Shadow's falling
And I believe
Winds picking up
Thing's so unclear
I'm afraid of my shadow
And it's getting dark in here

I'm scared of strangers
On the street
World's so ugly
I can't breath
Moon's so spooky
I'm close to tears
I've lost it all
And it's getting dark in here


And the wait isn't worth what I'm getting
Sometimes I feel I'm on fire
I've been handed a curse and a blessing
My life's been stripped down to the wire
And I'm trying to get back and hold on
Find someone somewhere who cares
But the sun's always setting on my life
And it's sure getting dark in here


Don't talk about angels
Or how I'll be saved
I'm no coward
But I'm not that brave
Rags are blowing
Rain's getting near
I'm done with running
And it's getting dark in here


And the wait isn't worth what I'm getting
Sometimes I feel I'm on fire
I've been handed a curse and a blessing
My life's been stripped down to the wire
And I'm trying to get back and hold on
Find someone somewhere who cares
But the sun's always setting on my life
And it's sure getting dark in here
And the wait isn't worth what I'm getting
Sometimes I feel I'm on fire
I've been handed a curse and a blessing
My life's been stripped down to the wire
And I'm trying to get back and hold on
Find someone somewhere who cares
But the sun's always setting on my life
And it's sure getting dark in here


Yeah, the sun's always setting on my life
And it's sure getting dark in here