Hey hope you all had a good day .
Today im going to moan cause I feel like it.
and this blog will sound rather bad but there we go.



Sometimes I don't know why I bother
I mean I can tell someone I care and I can promise that I'd do anything for them
But in the end they just carry on like I didn't say anything like I'm invisible like I didn't say anything at all.
Whats the point! I might as well not say anything and let them get on with it . Then may be ppl will start telling me things and I won't have to guess what ppl are thinking .And I won't have to go to ppl homes all the time because to make sure their okay.
All I seem to do now is worry about ppl .
Cry for ppl , I cry every night for ppl because I care what happens to them and what they don't tell me .It just hurts sometimes to know that I don't know anything about anybody I care about.
Sometimes I feel like Tristan [ he's from a book ]
I just want to take the pain away from them . I want to comfort them and make it all okay .
But I can't because they either don't want to let me in or they don't give a damn.
Or they think I talk a load of bull cause they Know about all the stupid stuff I've done in the past and think that therefore my opinion means nothing .
Personally I think it mean I know what im talking about .

Also to top off my life my nanna's drinking again .
Not that anybody believes me because she now knows how to hide it better .
and because they think I'm out for revenge.
Stupid family I wouldn't mind but I was right last time.
and what did I get for my troubles back then more pain.

Anyway thats the end of my post
bye bye then
XXX